Lost...scared....trying to be strong..

Well...as you can tell I was sitting outside in the dark <3 love it dunno why just sitting out there, where it's peaceful. When the stars are out I just look at them for ages and ages....

But yeah.....I'm very lost....confused and scared....but trying to be strong for others and family.

The reason I have done a heart shape out of my hands is something I started doing recently...it's for a certain someone. And I guess it has a few messages that I want to get across.

1) To show that you're not a lone and I'll be here for you no matter what.
2) To show how much I really miss...them....like A LOT!
3) Linking back to 1....just to show that although I'm not there in person much but no matter on the distance...I'm always next to you in thoughts and trying to help out....

So yeah hard times for me...not as hard as the someone else that I do heart shapes out of my hands for...to try and be strong for them.