Wandering the city today looking at lofts and condos either to live or for an investment. I have also started to look in Glasgow.

I'm have decided to call some Realtors to come in and give me a house evaluation. I had one come in already and they gave me a crazy evaluation. Who would have known my dad was sitting on a gold mine. I love this house and it will be hard to let it go. But, I think it is time for me to say good bye to this chapter in my life. It actually has been really hard to get to this stage but it is something i need to do. There are too many memories in this house which isn't a bad thing but they seem to cripple me and keep me in a kind of vortex. I have really noticed it since I returned from glasgow. I really have to accept that my dad is gone and watching over me. I need to live again, because right now I'm just existing and that is not good enough.