Flowers

For my much missed brother. Apt challenge title.
11 years today- it feels like a lifetime ago yet at times it only feels like only minutes.
It still fills me with unequivocal disbelief and an unreliquinshed sense of unfairness. My memories of it all are so lucid. It feels like we're on a loop, the only difference is what happens in between.
A day of teaching helped provide required distraction from myself and the kindness of others' surprised and comforted me.
A trip to the cemetery at lunch actually cleared my head a little- the walk and the cold weather probably helped!
Spent the evening as a family sharing memories, looking through old photos and looking for some light.