Reminder

I saw this tacked to the wall in the station waiting area. It was too cold to stand outside at 6pm. 

I had a lie-in until 9:30am, and God, it felt good. No sun, which was a bit of a shame. I was so knackered last night I fell asleep in front of Nashville, and then kept trying to rouse myself up just to put my laptop back on my dresser and brush my teeth...

A lazy morning. I popped out to get some fruit for breakfast and then made porridge. 

I wasn't sure I was going out later, but in the end I decided to brave the chill and go. I met a guy there that seemed quite nice. He was easy company, and I had a couple of drinks. The rest of the people there were quite honestly, weirdos. And I'm not even kidding. And then I have those moments of "Is this it?" Am I now meant to just suffer and not meet anyone "normal"?

It seems so. Life can be so unfair. How will I ever meet somebody like Tim? Well the answer is, I won't. He was one of a kind. I'd like to see him. But I'll probably leave things as they are, for a while yet.

Home via the slow train. I talked to a couple of other ladies out and about in London tonight. The very kind guard made a little speech, suggesting that everybody try to stay awake until their stop, as it can be a very long and expensive cab ride home! Guy-friend, are you reading this?!

I swapped numbers with the guy I met, and he messaged me today. My heart's just not in it. 

He's not T. 

:-(