Ok, deep breath.


I had hoped to tell you all that we are almost 13 weeks pregnant.

I'd hoped to, but unfortunately we found out this morning that we lost our baby at 8 weeks. We had had a scan at 8 weeks and heard the heart beat so the last few days have come as a shock.

Not sure how I feel. Empty, philosophical, sad...yep all of the above. I am telling myself, what will be will be, this time wasnt our time. Maybe there will be another time.

Back to the hospital for an Op on Thursday.

I'm turning comments off. I know all your thoughts are with me and yesterday's comments were great, thank you x x