The Blue Jays and Me

I'm having my morning herbal tea concoction out by the pond this morning. One of these days I'll switch back to my beloved coffee routine in front of my computer. But for now I'll just have to enjoy listening to the blue jays discuss their morning to-do lists.

I'm trying to figure out what to do about the pain in my gut. I think a doctor visit may be in my future but it's so complicated. I lost my primary doc because she left the practice. So I have to start from scratch and I'm wondering if I should try another clinic/practice all together. Being my dad's caregiver certainly was eye-opening. Particularly when dealing with medical and hospital issues. I certainly know which hospital in our area I do not want to ever be subjected to (as a patient). And there is one primary care doc that i will never see. In the mean time I am drinking herb tea and contemplating life.