i call it nature

a great vicious cycle; rolling between worshipping pan and suspecting if I'm the pan itself. humankind is a part, that's for sure. but even if we are a small percentage, is it logical to worship something that you're a part of? doesn't that lead us to narcissism?
funny how I got into this confusion from a class book that I've read reluctantly. 
maybe my pan-part is my superego,
else, how can I be this perfect creation? 
or you, any of you... 
not the computer you sit in front of though