I am unable...

...to do a painting today...
...has migraine attack...
...a visual one...
...was like someone had dimmed the lights...
...couldn't see...
...then the zig zags and black and white patterns started...
...the rest was grey, hazy...
...took meds but attack was slow to ease...
...a few hours later it's now just blurry...
...no way I can do my painting a day today cos head messed up too...
...annoyed cos intended doing painting a day this year...really annoyed...
...so used scrap paper, mechanical pencil, black writing pen, and indelible marker, which were by my bed...
...drew this of my visual black and white migraine as it was fading away...
...at the worst part my whole vision was a black and white minute fragmented jigsaw puzzle of my surroundings...no way of moving then...
...then it went to zig zags and dark grey blurriness, this was when I started drawing it...
...the actual thing I see is very precise, not like this scruffy drawing..,
...I am still blurriness but the dimmer switch in my head has been turned brighter...
...headache and feel sick too, can't move about yet...
...what a waste of the day...
...my tinnitus has cranked up a whole pile of notches...
...this was out of the blue...hate it...