Watching my dad fade away is heartbreaking

Tried to cheer us all up with a walk round peasholm Park, this cheeky little squirrel made me smile. 

Dads fading it's so very hard. He was trying to feed himself when we arrived for the second time today. He was covered in rice, as I was wiping him down I realised he had an accident too. I took him to the loo in his wheelchair as he couldn't stand and nearly fell twice. I was tidying up this afternoon for him and my back popped I'm now in agony. Rose is being a handful today too. Why is it so hard. My sister is putting a lot on me too as she can't cope its a big mess. Sorry for the rant. I Could of gone on more though. 

Love c xxx