Bleak Friday

It had to come, things were going too well, managing/coping. Starting to feel a little bit more confident. Then the big black dog sneaks up and grabs the rug from under your feet. Still it's been a while.
It was a beautiful day, totally marred by my bod finally deciding it needed some z's after 37hrs, upshot of which was I didn't surface until 1030 and not in a good shape either :-(
Pity, I had some really positive and productive things to put the lid on today, it'll just have to be Monday now, pressure I can handle, my condition I walk a tightrope with
I get very bitter and angry about that, it shouldn't have happened, it has and I have to deal with it, I don't blame the people who did it, they are doing their best inside a system that doesn't protect them or at times the patient. I know what I'm on about, I used to work in that environment
Hope you've all had a good day