Friday's Sunrise

A colourful walk to work.

Today has been all about thinking, thinking  about everything .
How it's not fair how I am still feeling like this 3 years on.
All because of 1 man.
He could be out this year, for good behaviour. I don't want to think about that , but I am. Over and over.
I need my life back.
Maybe starting to come off my meds is not a good idea. But I feel I don't have anybody to ask. I want to still be in the care of the hospital but I'm not.
I feel alone.

Haven't moved from the sofa since I got home. It's a liquid tea tonight.