I THINK,I THINK,I THINK

Since returning from Poland I have had nightmares.

That place affected me more than knew.

Another thing is on my mind too ,I try not to think about it too hard but it won't let me go and consequently I haven't slept very well last night. Grrrrr. Just drop it.

Woke up with my stomach churning."stop thinking about it woman" looked out of my bedroom window towards the sky and **blipped.
Then read some poetry to help my mind rest.

IF I COULD TELL YOU

Time will say nothing but I told you so,
Time only knows the price we have to pay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

If we should weep when clowns put on their show,
If we should stumble when musicians play,
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

There are no fortunes to be told,although,
Because I love you more than I can say,
If I could tell you I would let you know.

The winds must come from somewhere when they blow,
There must be reasons why the leaves decay;
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

Perhaps the roses really want to grow,
The vision seriously intends to stay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

Suppose the lions all get up and go,
And all the brooks and soldiers run away;
Will Time say nothing but I told you so?
If I could tell you I would let you know.

W.H.AUDEN