I took one and said hey you look retarded, bear and he said oh, what? and made this face instead ;)


I dont have anything fun cause it is too damn cold out and I am not going anywhere that is not brutally necessary and for once in my life I have that luxury.

it is boring.


but I read all up on salads and beat poets and looked at some pictures I like and me and babies played a lot today so I can't complain.


I was gonna write this all in my myspace blog but I guess here is as good as anywhere.

Farewell, 2008.
This is what 2008 was:

Jeffy committed suicide, 21st November. Goodbye, Jeffy;

Rollie started walkin' then a little bit of talkin';

Got all my dental work done that needed doing for the last 10 years, and it is finished;

Got my camera, then a lens that broke, rinse and repeat, and just got an actual good replacement;

Stood in line for ages to meet Sir Terry Pratchett who was not Sir at the time;

Went home for the first time in 2 years and saw all my darlings, my mom's dog bit me in the face with no scarring but it was an adventure;

Wrote off all my non hate mails so I now have no regrets;

we all got laptops;

did a lot of walking, saw a lot of things, calmed down considerably (I am rather anxious usually), didnt take nearly enough photographs;

fell in love more every day with my husband and my babies;

realised tim was probably right when he said I missed my calling as a cook;

resolutions in 2009:

read more books, learn more recipes, bake more often, move the hail out of here ASAP, take more pictures, play more with babies, go more places, start work somewhere I really love, wear skirts all summer long, talk on the phone more to the people I cant live without, time passes too fast these days.