So. Tired.

I made it to the gym last night-yay! I haven't been much in the week lately, partly because when I'm working I'm always pooped, and also because I can't am not allowed to do any of the fun stuff at the moment :-/

But I'm glad I made the effort to go. A lot of my friends were there, and I had a good stretch as well. C is recuperating after an ankle injury, so she understands the frustration of not being able to do very much!

I went to A's after school. The session wasn't as good as last week. She wants me to untick my filters when screening potential dates, and says I need to date people that don't fit into my "criteria", and that there'll be some learning from that. I am all up for breaking the cycle, but it's also a bit scary. But I don't want to be in the same place a year from now, so I shall have to overcome the "uncomfortable feelings" that it provokes. 

I stayed up too late watching vlogs and general internetting. And payed the price this morning-6am does come round awful fast! 

I had physio at 8:30am, and I was running late. No time for breakfast, and then I got clocked by two little girls from school, who kept shrieking at me from the car park. I smiled and waved, the first time. But the second and third times I did wonder why the mum hadn't said, "ok, that's enough, you've said hello", etc. 

Steve the physio is a jolly Welshman who loves to chat. I worked out today that I've been going on and off since August. I asked him about whether taping my shoulder might help. All he can really do at the moment is keep my neck muscles loose (trapezius) and try to keep my shoulders mobile whilst they heal. He taped in two different places which he said may help. It looks like it's in the wrong place but I think it is to help the muscles hold my shoulder in the correct position.

Off to work, another busy day. Behaviour is not great (theirs, not mine) and boy those days feel like an eternity. I've been hugged to death by the favourites, they keep almost knocking me off my feet, literally.

I'm having a chill out night tonight. I can't believe it's only been three days back and this is how I feel.....

* I wasn't intending this to be my blip tonight, but when I got home I asked Ro to take a picture of where the tape is positioned, as my mum will need to do for me this every few days as I can't!