.....it's the final.....

piece in the jigsaw.

So life goes on....I've had a normal Saturday....out to the tackle shop with the boys.....bait bought for tomorrow.....first time I've been fishing in almost a month......lunch....working in the garden in the hot Sun......the Son and Heir and Charlotte came to visit for Grandma's birthday.

Because it's the Boss' birthday we went out for a meal......San Rocco Italian.......the Boss had prawn cocktail and fillet of lamb...I had calamari and fried crispy duck in orange sauce with red onion marmalade....two cappuccinos to finish.

The blip is of the new garden furniture which we put together today....very nice...and a good price because the summer has been so crap.

So, what you'd call a normal day.....except in the quiet moments....when I'm driving......having a smoke....the dark clouds come rolling back....the sheer tragedy hits me....hard.

Thank you to all my blip friends....my colleagues....my long time friends......my ex-pupils...... for your kind, supportive words.....I will come through this....just not yet.

I'm off to bed.....I'm up at 5.30 in the morning......I promise to catch up on commenting tomorrow afternoon.

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