The next few weeks will be tough

It's true to the title. For me the next few weeks/months are going to be tough. But as always I will cope, as I have pushed my self the last few years.
It's just this year feels worse. With things that happened, how I'm feeling I just can't help but think if I had changed many things it would be easier but unfortunately it isn't. If I had any wish or powers it would be to bring what I lost back, if it was possible.