Effectiiveness of it all

In anger i smeared my blood on the ceilings
I jingled the keys to the kingdom
I sent my brain into my stomache
and I couldn't hold back

In sadness I refused
I hoeld back, and keep it in
I walked on my hands
and I cleaned the slate of eternity

In curiosity I mingle
I lose myself in others
I smell the shame leaving the pores of my body
and I wonder of all things

In peacefulness I am calm
I am one with myself and the universe
and I rid myself of anger
and I settle comfortably on my pillow

and that is the effectiveness of it all
that I anger, and return to peacefulness in moments
but only when I choose the path
and I have chosen the one less traveled.