Why is it not Bedtime ALREADY !!!!!

So, I have officially moved into my wee house, and today was so exciting...like all of my christmas's had come together, thanks to a very dear friend, and old boss of mine.....
This man...Hugh, or as I call him...Sir Hugh...is the most brilliant man I have ever met. He would give his last penny, if he knew it would help someone else.....Im guessing he is fairly wealthy, but you know......you really would never ever know it, or more to the point, you would never grudge him of it..... Hugh has been a very dear dear friend of mine, and has been my rock on more than one occasion....If I need him at all, I always know he will be there for me and that I will be ok with him around... I really really appreciate that man so very much!!!!

Anyway, this wonderful amazing man bought me this wonderful bed...as well as the most fantastic sofa... as a housewarming gift, and I am so very appreciative!!!!

If only I could do something to repay him........I did buy him a half bottle of a very lovely wine and arranged for it to be put in his room with a card when he came to stay at my hotel.....not much per say, but he was elated!!!!...

So, believe it or not......
I actually GOT TO THINKING.......YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!....what a long time since I did that....ive missed it!!!!... Im really killing time to be honest, till I can be gobbled up in this beautiful bed.....
So I ask of you, why prolong the ecstacy when........

1...I have a brilliant new bed...
2...A brand new duck down duvet...
3...Crisp new sheets...fresh on....
4...My cosy Pj's
5...My wonderful loyal teddy Mr. No Name...
6...My beautiful clay angel on the wall watching over me...
7...My very old and well used dream catcher, that I got individually made especially for me just before I had to go into hosptial due to my ED...
8...My beautiful and extremely special Pole Star.... that means so much to me....
9...A new place that I can call my own, which houses my wonderful beautiful BIG bed...
10...A kind of sort of tiny little sigh of loss, yet acceptance,....... and calm.....

So, with all that in mind.....

......I jolly well think ill go now.....

Again....away to bed per chance to dream........xxx

thankyou by the way to every single one of you for your continued support....just checking in and seeing that one of you kind souls have taken to time to reply/spur me on/send me a hug...really and truly means the world to me and lifts my heart.....Thank you from every single part of my being.....x

" For Sir Hugh "