If only I could think of one....

All that is whizzing in my head at the moment is the following facts...
1. Hubby returned to London for work on Sunday.
2. He was here for 10 days, I was not alone with the kids.
4. Five years ago this month, I moved home with the kids and we started our 2 country living.
5. The struggle is very real and I hope to hell I can make it through another year.
6. Life feels empty when he is not here.
7. And there is no plan!!!