My cup is empty

Today the man I have worked for, for 25 yrs sold the practice to a national corporation. We were given two weeks notice, lost our vacation pay which was going to be used at the end of the month when the office is shut down. I feel blind sighted, sad, uneasy about the future, and strangely betrayed. It may be silly but feelings are feeling. Just have to deal with them. Everything is out of sorts. If I could just walk away and not go back I would. My hour commute one way will not feel validated for strangers. I hate change! Getting my resume together, and looking for new employment has taken up my free time. At 55 it's not as easy as it once was. So this is what I've told myself as many times a day as needed " I will embrace the positivity ". Sorry for being a blip babbler. It's my only outlet at the moment.