Is God a Living, Caring Supreme Being?

Not so much, I sometimes think. Our oldest son is once again in the hospital this summer. This time he is in for a severe bladder infection that almost went into septis. The last time he was in the emergency room and received five stitches on his eyebrow!

He is severely-profoundly handicapped. He can't talk, he is autistic, and he has brain damage. He is the fire that shaped my life. At times I say,