new shoes...

spangly boxfresh new vans with silver ribbon laces and sparkly embroidery on the tongue logo. (poncy trainers, in other words) *and* they had 20 quid off in the sale!

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cryptic corner, but i have to get it out, sorry...

i've wondered too long, i had to ask - here's hoping for understanding. on the one hand, not important at all; on the other, very important considering the past months. and you probly don't want to know that the other reason i'm miserable and uncertain about the situation we talked about tonight is because i've had no chance to process with you what happened months ago and it's affecting my thoughts and feelings in that whole area of my life... i understand at least part of why we haven't talked (and can imagine a host of other reasons besides), but i also need you to understand why i feel like this and why i need the things i need. maybe one day...