Katy and Lucy

Katy is at her first proper party tonight and I’m trying hard not to remember the teenage parties that I used to go to at her age. I can’t believe she’s at that stage now. I hope she’s having a great time.
I’m in bed, loaded with a stinking cold and was trying to sleep it off but just woke up having a panic attack. I hate it. I haven’t had one for nearly a year. I’m putting my blip up just now to try and make me think of other things and help bring myself down :/