Feeling lost

I feel like my right arm has been chopped off and thrown under the bus. I miss my camera lol. I didn't realise how much i use it as a stress relief tool. 
On a positive note though.... my anxiety lad met with school today (at home) and although it was apparent just how uncomfortable he was, he got through it. His courage and determination sometimes knocks me off my feet. They are going to come once a fortnight and re-introduce education that way as all other attempts have just made the situation a whole lot worse. 
Things might finally be starting to look up. I just need my camera back so i can look at life differently for an hour a day.