Bad day

I love my kids and how can I feel so sad with this face in my life x

But...... today has been so awful I've struggled all day and still am... it's times like this I'm reminded of my depression and anxiety and paranoia :-( & to think it's been caused by a ''friend''?????

It seems just as I'm getting confident and feeling like a normal member of gte human race something happens to shove me back into myself and make me feel all the horrible things I hate to feel........ desperately sad.... tearful......sick......paranoid......scared.....alone..basically Shit!!!!
I will bounce back and have had a serious wake up call but at what cost. Thank goodness I seem to have some kind people in my life..who cares they're cyber buddies I am grateful to have them x

So this pic is a reminder to smile and the world smiles with you......right???