Thursday

I gave Lewis a V Tech camera for children for Christmas. It's fab! Takes photos, turns the lens to take a selfie, you can add stars, hearts, lips and more to the images. There are games on it too. It comes with a cable to upload the pictures. So far he likes it.

Something clicked last night and I realised the feeling I am feeling is emptiness. I feel like something/someone is missing. I can be doing my day but have a feeling of something is missing. Even tonight playing with Lewis, there was an emptiness there.
It's Grandma. I know she's not in her room, I know she's not there to visit, not there to tell her any news and I don't have to keep photos on my camera to show her.