Ceci n'est pas une pipe...

Or me. This is just a picture.

People asked how come I am happy to SP when it is at such odds with my lack of confidence. The short answer is that I don't think of theses pictures as me. Sometimes I don't even recognise myself. I use my body as a canvas to try to express emotion. Just a prop. Something alien to me, that I am detached from.

The me that exists in my head is very different from these pictures. A lot bigger, clumsier, ugly.

I avoid mirrors. Don't like my reflection. But through the mirror of blip I am learning to like myself a bit better. That has got to be something.