Thursday

I cried myself to sleep last night. I woke up exhausted. I ended up in tears minutes after going in, somebody asked if I was ok.
Tears came and went most of the day. A hard day.
Lewis' after work for tea. He was sitting on my knee leaning over the seat and suddenly he said 'Grandma's in the sky isn't she? Jeezo!
He then picked up her grabber that he got. He loved playing with it to pick up his cars when he visited her.
He started trying to grab Steven which he found hilarious. I wish I could move on like children do!