Tears before bedtime

I was hoping today would be a happy blip. I was hoping to be able to tell you all the me and Mr L were expecting a little blipper. But sadly things haven't gone to plan.
Had my 12 week scan today only to find we have had a missed miscarriage. The embryo failed to develop after 6 weeks and my body has not realised this. I am going into hospital on Friday to get it sorted out.

Many tears have been shed but we'll get through it.

The biologist in me knows it has happened through no fault of my own but the emotional wreak inside is sat thinking is there anything I did that made it happen.

I'm going to throw myself into sorting out the house, baking and hopefully get back to regular blipping.

What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger!