Idiot

Well here I am, the idiot who spent around 2 hours getting ready to try to please my boyfriend for when he got home from work.

I'm so stupid. 

He told me I looked pretty and then went to play his Xbox all night again, lmao.

I should stop trying to get his attention when it's all on his games. Maybe if I stopped trying to be seen by him I'd be happier. I understand that he needs time to himself, I just wish that he'd want to spend time with me other than when we go to sleep... :/