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Well, we went for a meal a few days ago. Today we went to mess around in the shops. He thinks I need to get out of the house. He still doesn't see that all I need is him to get by with this. Oh well, at least we were together. He spent a lot of time messaging his Xbox group while we were out. I decided to cancel this weeks date night.
 
I think he should stay with his friends. I don't want to be in the way of that...

I'm grateful for the things he's been doing for me over these past few days. I just wish he'd stop doing them and just be with me. I love him for trying a little harder these past 2 days, I just hope he'll see soon that I don't need all of this food and gifts but I need him.

UPDATE: night time.

I finally told him properly. I told him that I love him. I told him that I appreciate the small things he's been doing for me. I told him that I want HIM. I told him that I'm sad and just need to be seen. It's started getting a little better. I feel less crappy at the minute. I hope this lasts.