Fire

I don't do shredding.
I burn paper instead.

10 hours in front of a flipping spreadsheet today.

Back to school tomorrow. I feel like I have been away for so long, even though I only missed 7 working days. I am feeling nervous, like I am starting all over again. It will be fine when I get there am sure.

Letter arrived for next consultant appointment - 2 weeks time. I am hoping to see the video/images of my insides to see whether where I feel the different pains matches with what they found...it's a little bit gross, but I need to see it - it's like facing my arch nemesis - I need to look at it, see how bad it is then wave it goodbye, with a two finger salute and some choice language (in my head obviously, I wouldn't want to offend my consultant). Hopefully I can get a quick turnaround on an operation date, because I really can't cope with this for much longer.