Wednesday

Today as I sat at work (not caring, distant and lightheaded) I thought what is the point in life.  As I watched the children play all I could think about was harming myself and how I can end it all.

Tonight I drove to the other side of town and walked. (blip) I don't know why. Keeping everything in my head is hard. I feel like I need to speak to someone everyday, (but who, I don't know).