fear

i wonder what unadulterated fear is. maybe if i knew what it felt like, i would know if i felt it or not.

i had two near death experiences, and i think those were the moments i was scared the most in my whole life. but interestingly enough they were incredibly different from each other, so i guess every near death experience is a different type of fear.

and that begs the question, if those are the most fearful moments but in completely different ways, ca "unadulterated fear" be described in one specific way?