Saturday

Went to the Meadows Festival today with a friend  who's son's band were playing. They were very good. They were one of the first on for the day so we got close and enjoyed their set.

My head was saying, go, don't go before. I wanted to go but I was anxious that I wouldn't have my usual Saturday routine. I went but all the time there my head was saying, I want to go.

My friend and I went for a late lunch afterwards, which was nice but still I was having conversations in my head.

I'm wondering if this is related to BPD also.

I feel exhausted, my head constantly thinking and talking.