Walkies

So lovely to still have nice weather. A walk up to Gummers how with Lucy. I’m glad it’s June. I hate this time of year, it’s the time that if I’d been lucky with IVF it would’ve been my babies birthday. Despite the busier state of my life at the moment with our new business. It still creeps in unawares, what would my child look like, what would their character be like, crucifying questions that I can’t help. Then tears are pricking, silly as 6 years passed but the mind and heart have no concept of time.