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It's currently 1:35 pm and I've had an emotional rollercoaster of a day already. I've had some good news, a fair amount of bad news and a whole lot of worrying. 

I've been offered a few more interviews for new jobs since my last one decided to mess around and not contact me when they claimed they would. I'm almost happy about it now though because these other opportunities are way more advantageous to me and my future. Including a few life skills that I am dying to pick up but just don't have the funding yet. So this has been a good thing for me. 

My cat has been unwell lately, kind of anyway. He has something wrong with his mouth and throat, it's like a build-up of tissue (according to the vets it isn't harmful or cancerous so this is a plus) but it's been worrying me nonetheless. It looks like it's going down in the back of his throat and he hasn't been coughing as much lately so I think it might be healing there but his lips and gums aren't going down at all and I'm scared that it's actually getting bigger. The vets told Susie B that I shouldn't take him in until I've seen it get worse or not go down at all (to the point it messes with how he acts as he currently is acting as he normally would) but then that scares me even more as I could be just leaving him to get worse when he could just be fixed now. I hope it goes down and he doesn't have to suffer before they say he can be healed. He's too young to die. I've only just got him back. 

Zelda has also had a successful batch of kittens again after her poor first round where all but one died. Adrian named the one that lived "Lucky" for obvious reasons, but now there's a lovely growing litter of cuties in his home which makes me a little happier. My little girl is all grown up with her babies. 

Some other things have happened that I'm not at liberty to write on here but I'm just worrying about it all and I'm not sure the good news about the job is able to cloud it yet. I really hope everything starts to pick up and it just fixes itself and I can enjoy being at my, hopefully, new job tomorrow.