Death.

My cousin had breast cancer. She'd had a double mastectomy. Then they foudn that the cancer had spread to her skull. It was inoperable.

She died 2 years later.

We went to the funeral which became a bit of a family political affair.

Here we are, sending a lantern up for my cousin who leaves behind 4 daughters, 2 step children and a grandaughter. I didn't realise that it'd get to me so bad, as soon as I saw the girls leading the funeral procession, their faces red from tears, I was wrecked!