Wednesday

Walked down to the harbour after work. Sat and watched the boats bob and enjoyed the peace. 

Today I realised I can't cope any longer. I spent the day feeling nothing, extremely tired with a tired body. Several times I had to go to the bathroom for a cry. I came home intending to phone in sick tomorrow, but decided to phone my manager then. I told her how it is and asked if I could take tomorrow off as a sick day. We spoke, I cried and she suggested that I take Friday off too to get a proper rest. 
It didn't help that at the end of a room meeting, a general statement from a colleague  'and moods in the room, just get on with it, you're at work' didn't help. I felt extremely hurt.