dark days

I don't really know what to say today. I've been to a funeral, one of my colleague's husband died suddenly last week.
They met after their respective marriages fell apart, they had 20 very happy years, and she looked devastated today. His daughter spoke about his life, and how happy he had been recently.

It gives me hope that there is someone out there for me, but the single life is very liberating, and I'm getting worried that I'm enjoying it too much!!!

Also realised that someone has not been telling me the whole story. A friendship has been built on an unsaid situation, I can't call it a lie, but it was an omission and I feel betrayed.