Wednesday

I shouldn't be but I am always surprised when my mood changes overnight. I woke this morning and I really struggled to get out of bed. My legs felt very heavy. I felt and still feel nothing, numb. I wandered around in a daze all days it seemed. It was a struggle to talk and I kept zoning out of conversations. 
I get really annoyed at myself when this happens. I hate it. 

Tonight after work I spent some time down at the harbour, in the dark. It was nice watching the colours change as it got darker and the reflections in the water.