Ineffable

By ineffable

It's only a day away!

It's on a day like today that I feel out of sorts. It took me 6 hours to get a new phone, I realized I needed lots more money than I thought for my move next month (I live off of money that people donate to my organization - so realizing you need more is NEVER a good thing... I mean you already feel like you're begging) - which makes me feel irresponsible AND panicked, I talked to a friend who then heightened the stress, and on top of that it's snowing. It won't stop. AJ and I are constantly talking about how cold we are.

I know that life isn't as hard as it feels in the moment, and that I am not the first person to be cold, stressed out and broke... But sadly, I kind of like feeling like I am.

But then I upload these pictures and I realize the very snow that I am b*&$%ing about; Is the snow I ached and begged for as a child, and that TV tower is a reminder of the beauty of living in a democratic land, and that the sheer fact that I have the opportunity to live the way that I do after 10 years of an unfulfilling high paid job... Even if I am poor and stressed out - these are gifts. And snow is lovely, winter makes me adore the spring, and tomorrow is a new day with new miracles lurking in the shadows...

So, here's to tomorrow. I'll be singing Annie as I fall asleep tonight. THE SUN'LL COME OUT TOMORROW...

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