Christmas is coming

I was a very moody girl all day today.
Didn't go to my uni hour of uni - haven't read the book in approximately four years and had no intention of writing about it.
Went to see the Boy and lay in his bed whilst he intermittently did work and hugged me.
Mama called for a chat - I feel so utterly down. Papa then called and, through a complete lack of understanding, left me sobbing.
I hate crying and I hate feeling sad.
The moon was phenomenally beautiful tonight and so I decided if it should shine that brightly for me then I shall shine just as brightly back.