Unexpected

I got up for white and cold.
I walked to blue and warmth.
The young women were Jehovahs witness.
It took me by surprise.
I managed to hide it,
But still felt like being punched in the stomach again.
It could be any of them.
She was 25.
She was called Annie
Refused a blood transfusion.
My cousin was just 6
I carry her name.
It comes back some days.
Unexpectedly.