So let it begin...

I waited, for what I was unsure of, I just waited.

The coffee shop....then work...client after client....then the txt came in.

For the last few months I have been worrying about things that are beyond my control...futile I know, but when you care...you care..right.

My much loved Brother got the all clear from some scans that he had over the weekend...I have been quietly thinking about him a huge amount....then today my bestest friends had the news that their loved Brother has been given the all clear from his cancer...poor bastard has been through hell!

The love that I bare for them and him has caused much anguish....the relief was too much to bare and I had a few tears...happy tears...but none the less emotional. NOW Christmas can start! I want to hug everyone....the people that mean so much to me are going to okay (as much as we can ever know) and they can relax and have a good time as a family!

For the time being there is a beautiful shining path to the future....we can plan fun and adventures...without sorrow being the only horizon.

So here it is.....Christmas with reason to be merry! And as Tiny Tim so rightly said "bless us all, everyone"

Merry Christmas folks!