Angel of the tree

I had a meeting in Glasgow today so decided to spend some time Xmas shopping.

It was horrible. I experienced profound indecision. I had unworthy thoughts about all these shop assistants who were only trying to help in a seasonally jolly way. Every shop was playing music which reminded us all of the season and the expectation of spend.

It was horrible. It will get worse. I just need to go in and finish it. I know that. The angel is summoning me.