Overload

Too much information. Too many feelings. Too many thoughts. Points of view
 Perspectives. 
My dad never told me what political party he supported. Or whether he believed in god or not. He wanted me to be a free-thinker. To be critical and able to make my own mind up.
I grew up doubting everything. Wishing I had some firmer guidance. Wanting to be sure of something. 
But I admire my dad for it. He was really ambitious for me.