Break Through!

Acupuncture today. The guy who does it is like a therapist for me - and a bit of a father figure. I was saying how i couldn't seem to get back into meditation inspite of how good i know it is for me and how good it makes me feel. It's almost like a safety net and a catch 22. It's ther if I really need it but what if it doesn't work, where can I go next? He told me to get on and do it! So when he left me for the 20 minutes for the needles to do their work that's excatly what I did! He was very surprised and delighted when he came back and I told him - he even patted me on the head, and I didn't mind! Plus i felt good so no more Catch 22!