i fight the ones that fight me

What to do with my life - the subject that is the bane of my life and probably most of my friends' who do a great job of listening to me go on and on and on about whether I should pack my bags again and go live in a commune in India or whether I should keep trying to make a decent life in London.

Dave (my yoga teacher) said it'd come to me and not to force it.

Well, maybe it has.

(For those of you who are interested, the commune idea may be fading a bit. Other ideas seem to have grown and they don't seem too bad...)