I'm Human.

There are times in life, when I have struggled deeply to come to terms with people's perceptions of me, regardless true or not. I'm human and I've made mistakes. I've made so many It's unreal.
I'm a mother, a daughter, a sibling, a partner, a friend and at times I've not went about things the way I could have, should have... But Yes I guess we all do this from time to time. We're all Human.
Its important to remember that about people once in a while.. I guess what I'm trying to say that I've learned to accept imperfection not only in myself but others as well.

I'm reflecting a whole lot. This year I went through one of the worst states of depression I have ever had. I struggled with so many demons. We almost broken our family. I lost a childhood friend in an accident. He was only 21 and I regret drifting apart. I think of him just about every single day.

I also brought my 2nd child into the world, Watched my eldest child grow even more than I thought possible, I became a better mother (I was never bad i don't think..) but I became more aware. I worked on my depression, We built our family back up. I fell back inlove. I've made goals that I'm actually working to achieve.
I'm trying to build confidence. I want to be something my Children will be proud of. I'm completely blessed and overwhelmed with the love they give me now.

This year has been so up and down but I learned a lot In this year alone.
Here's hoping next year will be better.

Happy New Year x